Ok so i am feeling very very sorry for myself.
I had a medically managed miscarriage which was the most painful thing i have ever experienced. Had morphine, gas and air, tramadol, coprox everything they could throw down my neck...and it still hurt.
I am DEFO not normally a wuss, but this was BAAD, really bad.
Dh has gone to football overnight. (he has just spent 2 whole weeks fitting our new kitchen (8am-11pm every day of his holiday so i couldnt bring myself to ask him not to go,, although he did offer to stay home)
came home from hospital yesterday morning, babysat for a pal last night as i promised her i would in Feb, painkillers ran out, she didnt get home till gone 1am as she got stuck in traffic, was bleeding tons, and doubled in pain.Had to be up this morning to take my ds to swimming.
MIL rang "you ok?" told her i am sore, no offer to take ds for a couple of hours so i can lie down, and take my painkillers (which cant take when i have ds cos they knock me out, make me dizzy but they stop the pain)
Friend offered to take ds with her and her 2 kids for a run in the fields at 9.30 this morning, didnt turn up for him till 4pm, he has been waiting all day at the front of the house for her.....poor little bugger.
No one else has been near, no one.
MIL, fair enough, they never help out anyway, but things like this just make me feel even more let down by the pil.
sob sob SOB
tell me to shut the fuck up, i am actually getting on my own nerves with all of this crap.