in not wanting him to go out tonight?

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Firstly, he never goes out and has beening trying to go to this place on a Wed for weeks.

But I am ill, i have sore throat, headache, feel nausous and DD won't stop crying, other 2 are in bed.

I've felt like this since yesterday when we burried my Grandad.

I just want to go to bed and sleep but I know ill be up with DD for hours

sorry you lost your grandad - i have as well, though years ago and my then bf, now dh was very supportive

if this mic thing is on every wednesday, then it does seem a bit insensitve of him to have gone this week