I have for the most part recovered from the horrible depression that I had, but I am still feeling a bit disappointed as to how little I have achieved, especially in adulthood. I used to play for the adult chess team as a child and achieved a distinction in my masters. Then I failed my PGCE and lost any remaining self esteem I had as the whole process was humiliating to me.
I have had a think about what I want to do. I would like to retrain as an accountant. I have an A in GCSE maths, but haven’t touched anything maths like since then. I have done some practice studying to get a feel for accountancy, and I do think I would enjoy it. The problem is I am 28 with not a whole lot to show for it.