There's just the two of us at home now, we love cooking, so after a good amount of research, including what we have heard over the years, we decided to try going as fully organic as possible last year.
We didn't think it would change our lives or help us to live longer, just something we cared about and wanted to support, and some of the stuff is delicious and not always pricey.
I can look back now and whilst I don't regret it at all, it has become a royal pain in the arse. Obviously it is more difficult to source, even though we make use of local farms (sadly lacking), an organic delivery service and finding it in supermarkets when we can.
But sourcing is still a mess. We are happy with seasonal veg, and can find some variations of organic meat that we both like, but local supplies seem to be dwindling, as I just presume there isn't as big a market for it where we are as there used to be. 3 of our big supermarkets pretty much stopped offering organic chicken in the past few years, and quality online has been a gamble to be honest. We prefer to see meat, fish and eggs before buying, so it becomes even more bloody tricky.
Even stuff that should be in season is often difficult to locate, and trying to get everything from organic delivery services is not as easy as it might seem.
We are certainly not 'afraid' of pesticides, but really wanted to support smaller farms and help the environment. I also appreciate that there are still enviro issues with organic farming as well as regular, so not blind to that.
It's got to a point where planning the week's shopping is becoming a chore, even though we can buy jars and longer shelf life stuff in bulk, the fresh side is often a gamble. We planned a few meals around mixed peppers and tomatoes this week yet could locate none.
Probably time to slacken it, maybe?
Perhaps just prioritise some stuff over others?
I know many people think organic is a rip off or just as problematic as non organic, and there is scant evidence of pesticides causing tangible harm to humans, but we did really want to do it.
We don't spend a lot in other areas of our lives so have been able to afford it, but it's really becoming a giant bollock as I just wanted to slap a 3 pack of red non organic peppers into the trolley yesterday and not give a shit 