Hi i just want to get it out really, i was out drinking last night and got quite drunk and a friend of mine, who i really thought i could trust gave me a lift home, he got us food and he said am i coming into eat it so i said yeah can do, when he came in he straight away put him self on me and in the moment i just froze, he is a tall and big guy so i did not want to say leave as i was worried he would get mad. i just went with it and then i went to my room and then he came in and slept with me, i can’t remember much but i woke up at 8am and to him trying again with me from behind, i just froze and pretended to be asleep still and he carried on then left. I know i shouldn’t have invited him in now but i genuinely didn’t think he was like this i feel stupid; what makes it worse is this guy is the best friend of a recent guy i was seeing so i feel even more awful like ive gone behind his back even though we aren’t in contact, i feel gross and so upset. I don’t know what ive got out of saying it on here but think i just needed to get it off my chest as i am so regretful and feel as if it’s all my fault