I've NC as i feel a little bit silly and overdramatic here but also a bit confused by how i feel. I will try to keep it short as i can so TIA if you do manage to read it all and offer some advice.
I am currently in the rocky stages of a fairly new 1y relationship. The trust has dwindled over recent weeks along with any sort of emotional engagement. After a mutually agreed week apart for some thinking space, we spent last night together talking and trying to resolve our issues.
This went well until we ended up having sex (Issue number 1). For me, it was probably one of the best intimate moments we have had... However, he didn't finish, yet acted like he did. He then proceeded instigated 3 more times and all were clear he was faking it (it was obvious as it was quite a showy performance ifywim). On the last attempt I was getting a bit upset by this and told him to stop doing it. He did, apologised and asked if I trusted him. No idea why but i said no and went to sleep.
Issue number 2, this morning he asked if we could go out and spend the day together with it being christmas eve. I agreed. On the bus he bumped into a female friend he claimed I knew (i didnt), they briefly spoke until she got off the bus. It later transpired that he had spent the rest of the bus journey messaging her and became overly to keen to make her aware she had left something on the bus when we were getting off. This put a sour taste in my mouth and linked with the issues from the previous night and recent trust issues, i simply just turned around and went back home. I have also blocked him completely.
If im honest I think this highlights that our relationship is dead, I cant help thinking there's something sketchy going on, perhaps not with the bus girl but something doesn't feel right (he has always denied this is the case). Have I overreacted here?