I’m really torn and would appreciate some views.
I currently work full time in the NHS. It’s secure, flexible, good pension, and I generally manage my own workload. However, a large part of my role is community-based work which is extremely understaffed and increasingly pressured. I also have a fairly long commute. I’m becoming really burnt out.
But within this this, I’ve been lucky enough to develop a specialist area which I do one day a week. I really enjoy it, and it feels like a genuine long-term career path for me.
Recently (slightly unexpectedly), I was offered a part-time role at a university. It’s better paid per day, sounds genuinely interesting (teaching, student supervision, some clinical work, possible research), and would help me develop skills I don’t currently get much time for.
Ideally, I’d hoped to combine the two roles. However, my NHS manager has said that due to service pressures I can’t reduce my NHS hours as much as the university role would require.
She’s also been clear that if I reduce further, I’d have to give up my specialist role and focus on community work only, as that’s where the service need is.
So it feels like I’m being asked to prioritise service survival over development, which I understand… but it leaves me stuck choosing between:
- staying in a secure, familiar NHS role (but losing the specialist work I love and likely focusing solely on an understaffed service), or
- taking a leap into a new, fixed-term university role that could be exciting and professionally developing, and would earn me more money to help me buy a house, but comes with uncertainty.
I keep going back and forth between “don’t risk what you’ve got” and “you’ll regret not trying”.
Has anyone faced something similar - particularly being asked to give up a specialism because of service pressures? How much would job security weigh for you in this situation?