I don’t even know why I’m posting because I KNOW I’m being unreasonable and I know it’s a silly idea. I think I’m just so fed up and exhausted and need to get it off my chest (even though I know it’s silly!)
I need a procedure done on my heart- not an operation as such, it’s an ablation. I’ve had it before and need it again. I would rather not get it done on the nhs for personal reasons I’d rather not go too much into, I had an awful experience before and even if I did want it done on the nhs again, the waiting time right now is 18+ months for my case
I’m looking at going privately for it and came across someone online who went abroad to get it done and I’ve since gone down a rabbithole of looking at Europe/turkey etc. It’s so much more reasonably priced than the uk, and the doctors seem to be extremely highly qualified and the reviews are excellent, but I know it’s so risky going abroad for something like this and I’ve heard so many horror stories I know it would be a silly idea. I think I’m just so fed up of being unwell and it’s clouding my judgement because in some ways I just think, screw it, lots of people go abroad for it and it’s fine, but then the rational part of me says don’t be ridiculous, what if it goes badly etc.
can anyone please offer me a bit of outside perspective? It would be a really foolish idea wouldn’t it?