He goes on regular scout camps and meetings which is cool. In fact i encourage his own time and activities. Now he’s gone away. Just him and parents and sister. No invites to us. Not to worry as i get it if just wanting to be just them. But with friends busy with their own lives, kids all pretty much grown up and doing their own thing, leaves me with no one to really to be with. My mum passed away. My dad has his own issues. My kids moved out. One kid still home but has her mates. I work come home do the housework. Hubby keeps digging at me that i should be happy he is away with his parents. I am obviously but deep down very lonely and very bored. Also wishing my mum was here. I have lots of friends but no one us really go out like we used to having family life etc. I havent told anyone how lonely i am, they’d probably think i was pathetic or whatever. I dont need my DH around me 24/7 but lately feels like he rather be anywhere else. Im not a misery guts and the fun one of the two despite this post. He is also a functioning alcoholic and this issue is really only really witnessed and felt by me. My middle child has seen and acknowledged it which helps me feel like its not in my head. I just feel lonely so am i okay to be feeling he is a little out of order?