Keeping it gauge; I’m having surgery next week which is a huge deal - think gyane in preparation for something. It’s emotionally really taken its toll, I’ve confined in two of my ‘closest’ friends about how anxious it’s making me feel but not droaned on about it. Have rang them both over the weekend, and text see how they are. Not one has either of them asked how I am; if I want to meet up before I’m not able to do anything for a few weeks or anything of the sort. Am I being too sensitive? I just think if the roles were reversed I’d be checking in on them, seeing if they need anything etc etc - just made me feel very lonely and crap.