my ex and i split in january after a rough few months, i’d found out he’d been seeking sex with prostitutes whilst i was pregnant and again whilst i was post partum. he’s never treated me with much respect, compulsive liar, big drinker so it was time for me to leave for me and my kids.
but recently (after 8 months) he’s got a new girlfriend. and all i can think is how can he just move on that quickly, why wouldn’t he just try and sort himself out for me and his kids. i found out from a naked photo of them posted to instagram because he ‘couldn’t find a good time to tell me’ he also told me he was working away so couldn’t see the children, but i then found out (again) from instagram that he’d been away with her
although j know my children will get absolutely everything they need from me, mentally, physically and financially i can’t help but just feel sad for them, why couldn’t he just be a better person so that we could be a family?
will i ever feel okay about this? i don’t want him back now, there was a time when i did. but when will this hurt ease?