I know this is awful.
I find no enjoyment in working corporate. I think I have been working in the wrong place and doing the wrong thing. It’s the type of job that sounds glamorous on paper but in reality is a bit shit.
Every job I’ve ever had has always got to this point - where I just have had enough, I burn out, I hate getting up everyday and having to go somewhere just to earn money to pay my landlord. My job doesn’t make the world a better place, it just lines the pockets of the people
higher up.
I realise I am so incredibly privileged. I really do. But I feel like I am wasting my life away doing this corporate malarkey. I hate all the corporate lingo and all the meetings that could have just been an email. I hate all the hours I spend stressing over such stupid things (in the grand scheme of life) - it eats up into my personal time. I have shed tears and been unable to eat at times, because I get so stressed!
I just truly do not think this way of living is good for anyone. I’m looking for a way out, I just don’t know how or what that looks like yet.
Half rant and half AIBU?