Silly question. I just am such an anxious person and I had PPD with my 2nd baby but so worried my eldest sensed it he was 2
Basically my eldest is 3 , 4 in 2 months and he like says he wants 'boys time' his dad is quite relaxed and explorer so when we go out to forests national trusts etc his dad encourages climbing and exploring and im more anxious. And his dad's made a thing of 'boys time' as our youngest (daughter) who's nearly 2 has just started dancing so I take her to that. I do swimming with my eldest son 1 to 1 but sometimes his dad does so we both get turns
I always say I love you loads throughou5 the day. Recently he'll laugh and say I love 'name' better than you. Could be daddy' baby sis, nanny's or aunty
And I say thats not very nice that makes me sad and he says it again and laughs. Does he do it in a sort of 'wind up' way?
I love him so much and I constantly worry he hates me because im so anxious or because I had baby sister who was a bit of a difficult baby which is why I was depressed.
When he wakes in the night or morning he asks for me, when I do bed time he asks me to get in his bed with him and we cuddle and I think he loves me but I just worry what if he doesnr deep down? I