I live in rural France.
I have an old, too-big, cold stone house that needs a lot of work, and it's getting me down.
I freelance. Life has been tough, just about making ends meet. However, I've just won a new client, and financially, I'll be in a better position. But when you're freelancing in France, there isn't much security. I don't know how it will work out in the long term. But for now, it's fine. I'll be earning about 2,500 EUR per month net. More if I work more hours.
The plan here has been to sell my house and another property I own, and buy a small cottage with a small garden. Cash. I'd have no mortgage. However, it'll take a couple of years to gather the money - I have tenants who refuse to move out, and we're heading to court. I'm on my own with a child. But I've been dreaming of this tiny, easy-to-clean, no-stress cottage.
I currently have a small mortgage, but the rent I receive covers it.
I also have another venture down here. I own another building and run a charity from it, with about 40 people involved.
I also have 11 animals.
My child is very happy here, in a little rural school with three people in her class. It's really lovely.
There's a possibility that I could get my old job back. I've been asked to interview for it. It would be in Paris. It would start in January.
I would love some job security for the sake of my child. I wouldn't have to worry. I'd be paid 3000 EUR a month net. My pension, health care, and all that jazz would be covered. There'd be no worrying about where my salary is coming from. I didn't particularly like my old job, but it wouldn't be the end of the world. I'd be closer to my family. My only remaining family member is there. We're very close.
I'd have to rent. I wouldn't be able to afford much up there. Rent would be at least a grand. So, I'd maybe be more secure, but not live as well.
My child is 8. She loves life here. But will no doubt change her mind when she's a teen. It's beautiful, but there are no pubs, cinemas, restaurants, or festivals, and they are far between. I'd like her to have more options in terms of activities, friends, and opportunities. At the same time, there are nearby towns, and I'd be happy to taxi her wherever she wants to go when she's older.
So... I'm in a quandary. Any advice? There's no guarantee I'd get the job, of course. The idea of packing everything up and closing down the charity in three months sounds like a nightmare. But would I regret not giving it a try for the sake of my child? Also, I've got 11 animals. I can't take them all to a flat in Paris. I'm not sure if anyone would take me on as a tenant.
Sorry - a lot to read.