I am 2 months into a new job after a 12 month career break.
New job is part time- hybrid, pays comparatively well, company has a good ethos that it actually follows through on, few extra perks like Xmas closure days and people are all nice. The sector is related to my previous experience but a slightly different side to what I have done before. On paper all is good… I get to work from home and have plenty of time on my non- working days to sort out the house etc/life admin and my 2 teens.
However, in reality I have very little to do at work. I keep getting told it will get busier (not yet happened!) and I am a proactive person so keep asking what they’d like me to do each day, any projects I can get involved in, other teams that need some support, and get very little back so wonder if I am now annoying my manager- they know I am not busy as they physically haven’t given me anything to do! I have tried to joke about there’s only so many times I can re read documents to ‘get me up to speed’… Last week the total of my work efforts was to send about 3 emails. I am shocked at how this is sustainable for any company??!
I feel bored, unmotivated and unstimulated - I want to have a sense of purpose and satisfaction, that my contribution has value and tbh feel the job was advertised wrongly. I’m looking at what else is out there and have an application ready to send to another company for a full time role I’ve seen, that I know would be a faster pace and would likely suit me better in my previous sector.
but…
-DH says it would be his and many other dream jobs to get paid a reasonable salary without having to actually do much (anything!) for it,
-other family say give it more time, and think working part-time is good as previously I was overworked and stressed, so it will ‘save me from myself’.
-Friends say use the free time to upskill and get other qualifications/find other interests to keep me fulfilled.
No one else actually thinks I should look for/leave for another job. This is making me doubt my judgement and that I should stick it out and wait for it to get better.
I feel there must be a happy medium between being overworked/ stressed and whatever this is. I am capable of so much more!
AIBU to look for another job?