Ever since I can remember, I've suffered with PMS that was diagnosed as PMDD.
I feel like I'm a slave to my hormones. I'm not in charge - my whole personality and outlook changes depending on where I am in my cycle.
Some months are better than others.
I don't drink alcohol or caffeine, I'm a healthy weight, I run, hike, get outside every day, have very little stress in my life really, my BMI is 22, I take multi vitamins.
Basically everything I can do naturally. Yet still, every month, I want to die. And have horrendous perceived rejection, I withdraw from the world, my anxiety goes through the roof.
It's not getting better, I'm 40 soon.
Please, does anyone have any advice?