For a very long time now my husband has made me feel very ill.
He always has to have his own way. I never got a say in the first house he bought and the second.
When we got married a friend of his walked me down the aisle he doesnt like my dad my parents and brother didnt come because they werent invited.
He drinks every night at a pub i get no say. He is a lot older than me.
When my gran was dying i was meant to spend a night with her my family were taking it in turns but he didnt want me to do it has it would upset his routine my family thought it was my fault and were very upset.
When my mum died less than three years later he didnt even try to offer me comfort.
He has been married before two grown children.
He made family planning with me on his terms too dangling on a string i didnt have any.
Recently he has turned physical striking me with a plastic sex toy i had bruising on my eyelid.
I mentioned divorce he said he will put our property into one of his family members names to look like they own it and he has been paying them rent so i cant claim.
I rarely go out havent worked in ages i just cant pick myself up. He comes in late every night so i couldnt get up very early.
I dont like him any sexual attraction went years ago.
Im scared i dont want to be homeless.
I havent been out socialising for 9 years . Last time was new years eve 2013 he dragged me out of the pub when i asked him how long the taxi would be made me walk home two miles in heeled shoes.
Last boxing day i was ill forced me to go to a meal at a bar with his ex and his children and their partners.
I barely see my dad and brother.
Now he is saying he wants to sell up and move near his daughter it is 12 miles from where we live now i cannot drive i have narcolepsy i already live 4 miles from my family and that feels far i dont want to carry on living.