I know I am probably being unreasonable but think it’s a mixture of nerves and self confidence. We are booked to go a wonderful much wished for holiday to Disneyworld for the first time. I had great plans of getting fitter and loosing weight before we went but due to a number of things this has not gone to plan. I am definitely fitter than I was - regular swimming and walking has helped ( I have a long term health condition which can limit mobility) in fact my joints feel the best they have in a long time. However my weight has not budged and I now find myself with less than 2 weeks to go still wearing a size 22 . I have just been trying on my holiday clothes and feel frumpy and hate the way I look in them. My bust is huge it’s 38k, it’s never been smaller than a g cup even when I was a size 12. I hate the way clothes hang on me. I would love suggestions on clothes that may hang better / hide my big bust . I am quite tall nearly 5 ft 9. I am feeling really down when I want to feel excited, I know we will have the most wonderful time but also want to feel good about myself. I know it’s too late for me to look better before we go so not really sure what I will gain from writing this but don’t want to tell my family how I feel as they are so excited.