I’ve always struggled a bit with my mental health but honestly I feel like it’s getting so much worse. People are noticing my dips in mood etc. but also:
- my cortisol was sky high in December. I was referred to endocrinology and have still not got an appointment
- sometimes I get kidney pain but not very often
- my heart rate is often quite high
- i feel hungover every time I wake up, and extremely thirsty
- I am always tired and my iron and vitamin D are the lowest of the normal range (44ish) - but this isn’t low enough for any action to be taken other than to take supplements (which don’t appear to be making a difference)
- my hair is really oily, and my skin is getting worse. My hair grows but not past a certain length
- i have had my thyroid checked and it is fine
- I am much more unfit than a few years ago, and my running has slowed a lot (I could easily run a 15k, now my fastest 5k is at a slower pace than that, and it’s high effort)
People keep telling me I’m worrying too much, that I just need therapy etc but I’m noticing changes in my body. Every time I see a doctor they tell me there’s nothing to worry about, that my bloods are normal, and that I just need to exercise/destress. But I just don’t feel myself at all 😕