I seem to have a couple of good 1-1 friendships. But any groups I’ve been part of, generally I end up feeling left out. I’ll admit I’m not the most confident, loud person. People will meet up within the group but I won’t be included. Just always feel on the outskirts of the groups I’ve stuck with. They’re mainly school friend groups. I’m thinking it’s just time to let all the schoolfriends groups go for good and stick with my newer 1-1 friendships that have been so much better for me. Problem is i find it hard to completely let go of these groups. Feels like breaking up with my past. But whenever I see them I feel left out and they talk about what they’ve done without me. Surely it’s a no brainier that I move on, so why am I finding it hard to do? I guess I just like the idea of being in a group of girls having fun but the reality isn’t really that a majority of the time. But we have had good times in the past, so I hope that I will have good times with them again but it just feels like I’ll always be on the outskirts. They act like they like to see me but thinking about it I think they’re just having fun with the group in general. I don’t feel particularly essential if that makes sense. Anyway I’ve rambled. Thanks for reading this far to my random thoughts!