Have been having crippling anxiety for the last 4 weeks mixed with overburn and personal issues happening such as my stepdad and partner being admitted to hospital for various health issues. I have completely hit a wall and was proscribed citalopram which I have been taking it for the last 9 days now. I have hit a completely wall and been having anxiety, suicidal ideation and can’t eat. I have now gone from 10mg to 20mg as the doctor said that 20mg is more of a therapeutic dose. However I feel like everything is getting worse and I feel extremely helpless and don’t know what to do.