I've worked in marketing for sixteen years and I'm in my early 30s. Although I've worked hard and delivered amazing campaigns and projects, I've struggled to get promoted (I've always got raises, but not change of title). I got close when I had an amazing manager who believed in me but then he left and there was no chance, especially as he left due to a useless manager who soon became my manager.
Anyway, I was made redundant this year and I had a bit of a breakdown due to life things building up. I had a growing sense of 'is this it?' before it happened and feel like I'm at rock bottom. My dream was always to become a playwright. I have had two plays put on locally before and was even shortlisted for a UK prize two years ago. I go to plays whenever I can and I'm already a performer in a different medium.
An old editor of mine essentially has my dream life - she did a Masters in dramaturgy and theatre, then opened her own theatre company. Her background was also in marketing, so she still works in the industry part-time.
My dilemma is this:
I have a job interview tomorrow and the opportunity seems promising. It would mean taking a slight pay cut, but it would get me back on the ladder in the same industry full-time. Essentially I'd be continuing what I was doing before...
If I got this job, but also applied for the Masters, I'd have to leave after only three months in the job. For one thing, reputation matters in this industry and I don't feel comfortable with shafting someone. At the same time - what guarantee is there I'd get accepted to the course in September?
I also have an interview to be a summer creative writing tutor which would bring some money in but not to be so permanent. I'm struggling to decide which way to turn.