Sorry all just feeling the need to rant here.
anyone else ever feel like you do as much as you possibly can for your families,in every way even when it means your sacrificing for yourself at times?
well i feel so like that it’s unreal and i just wanna scream at my family including my fucking bastard awkward parents it would be so fucking nice of they just stepped back a minute and realised how much they are putting on me
had a shitty convo earlier with a family member that I have bent over backwards to help,I’ve kept my mouth shut at times when I didn’t want to and have swallowed some financial losses to support them and yet today I’ve been made to feel like shit by them
im flabbergasted and it’s brewing away now which is pissing me off.
I also have a dh that gets so fucking miserable on the day before he goes back to work for the week.
He’s short fused stroppy blunt and it’s ruining my day off every fucking week.
I instantly get up early and go out for a couple of hours just so I can breathe and not feel that heaviness it’s really starting to get to me.
he’s so fucking negative and grumpy I’m getting past the point of trying to be calm and not reactive and I feel like I’m going to blow in a minute.
these people are so fucking lucky to have the lives and support and help and family they have and I feel like I’m constantly giving and doing and I’m sick to friggin death of ungrateful miserable bastards I really am.
Thanks whoever got this far.
off to have a shower and do a face mask and listen to a good podcast and ignore the fuck out of them