Hello everyone
just looking for some kind words and advice as well
I haven’t slept longer than 4 hours( only few times in a year) but mostly just 1-2 hours in a row and most night just 3-4 night, few nights in a month I manage to sleep 5ish hours
we had rough journeys
things are very slowly getting better but still too many challenges
anyway… I feel mum guilt almost everyday, feel like not doing good or enough for my baby, she is 13 months and breastfeeding, bottle, eating, sleeping, milestone everything. Was a challenge
milk, eating, drinking etc still very poor and sleep is next level poor
She is Velcro baby, most of day I have to hold her while doing chores or I have to turn on cartoons l( very big guilt)
gulit 2 is not providing enough variety food
she Is allergic oats, eggs and few unknown allergies, extremely picky eater, never eat more than 1-2 spoon, doesn’t like most of the food, does not drink water
I do not have time to do anything, naps are contact naps, night sleep is very big issues too, awake time she is glued to me, Does not play with toys etc, I go hungry until dad comes home
but but I feel like I am very bad mom for not providing her enough variety
Guilt 3 is not taking her out but she screams in car seat, she hates stroller after few minutes being in there
for sleep, Every single nap and sleep I have to walk her until she falls sleep( only way) and she force me to do it during night awakening( multiple sometimes more than 20)
I also have joint pain issues
M I not doing enough ?
I still do all house chores
but husband said I do nothing 😞