I've been friends with Sally (obviously not her real name) for 30 years, god mother to her two boys and we had always been there for each other during some really awful times.
2 years ago we had a falling out, not an actual argument but we had a disagreement over religion. Both fairly new to Christianity but whilst I attended a very liberal church, the one she chose was a lot more narrow minded and there were just some points we couldn't agree on. She basically cut me off and I didn't hear from her for around a year. I was devastated at the time, it was like losing a member of my family and I really missed her.
She got back in touch and asked if we could talk and so we met up and things were really strained for a good while however last year things felt a lot better. We just didn't talk about our faith anymore and tried to get back on track.
She very generously bought me a spa voucher for a big birthday last year and promised that we would go together. This voucher has a 12 month limit and so I've tried on numerous occasions to arrange a date but all I've heard is how much overtime she's doing to pay for a family holiday and that she's no spare cash.
Today I've learnt that she's gone on a two night spa break with another friend. I feel so let down and hurt if I'm honest. In order to get our friendship back I've had to let a lot of things go but because I missed her so much I was willing to do that and now I just feel like a prized mug!
I am justified in feeling this way or should I just think nothing of it?