My partner died very suddenly, 3 years ago. He was the love of my life, for over 20 years, we didn’t marry. No will, unfortunately, His children were next of kin, although they were estranged before his death. My love had his funeral in his home country, which he would have wanted. His children banned me from the funeral and I’m finding it so very hard to accept. We spent months over decades in his overseas village home, very happily, 1/2 of my life was there. I was at his bedside, in hospital when he died x don’t know what I’m asking for. GP has prescribed anti depressants. I’m retired, have loving close family and great friends. Get out and about, loyal hound. But can’t seem to get closure, Had counselling.