I know I shouldn’t post this here and I might get lynched but hey, desperate times and all that. I’ve NC’d for this too, sistine chapel, penis beaker etc.
I can’t find a job. I have a child who is now at school but it’s a rural school with no wraparound care (no breakfast or afterschool club) and no local childminders due to the location. I’ve tried everything to find childcare but I can’t. I’ve looked for jobs locally during school hours and there aren’t any and online stuff but the hours are inflexible or needing qualifications I don’t have.
What can I do?! We’re okay financially at the moment but I want to work, I want my own money and independence. DHs wage is okay and he doesn’t withhold money from me, I have access to it all but I feel very guilty every day about not contributing and about any spending and I spent all my personal savings on house renovations so if anything happened and I had to leave him there’s only joint savings wrapped up in an ISA I can’t get to. I’ve started having nightmares about realising we have no money and I’ve spent it all even though this has never happened and I’m quite careful, I think it’s the guilt.
I look every day but it’s been months and nothing. Not even Tesco or Sainsburys in the town nearby have jobs. And the school isn’t hiring unfortunately.
Does anyone know of work I can do during school hours from home? Not MLMs obviously, I don’t want Tropic or Avon thank you. I’m not massively qualified in anything but have experience in admin stuff. I used to work in retail and then had an office job. Just part time for now would be good.
Thank you.