Hi, posting on here cos don’t know what to do or who to tell
ive had very on&off relationship with my ex for like 4 years, he vanishes then comes back. Haven’t had contact for like few months he last saw me on night out with another man who I was seeing & he didn’t like it he got upset&asked if I was truly happy. That night passed then radio silence. Single & on my own.
last Sunday two of his friends messaged me saying he wants my number & if it’s ok to give it to him.
tonight I’ve been thinking & reminiscing which is stupid & I know he’s my ex for a reason but I miss him deep deep down. I called his phone & it rang this time (blocked before). I left two messages just light ones “hi your friends said you wanted my number is everything ok?”
been like 30 mins & he hasn’t got Back to me. This is the usual pattern the way it goes- he comes back then we fall out & don’t talk for months. He is probably going out tonight to our local bar with his female friend as usual. This woman is horrible she’s cheated on her husband with several different men & i heard she was round my ex’s flat the other day helping him paint his walls. I bet there’s something going on between them, none of my business as we aren’t together anymore but it kills me. I do miss him & he’s probably out tonight forgetting me.
his lovely father passed around January so I’m just confused why he’s sniffing round me after such a loss. I keep seeing these women with pregnancy announcements with partners & im currently sat sobbing. I’m so so upset
just need to let it out, my life is a mess