I work for a large national private sector employer (you have almost certainly heard of it). I work in an IT-affiliated role in that I sit in the middle of what the company does (e.g. sells insurance), and the actual IT part of the organisation (not the helpdesk - think of it more like I design and run detailed reports for the execs).
I have a small reports team that I manage. Unusually for this company, because I'm open to and able to offer flexible working, they're all either part-time or non-breadwinners, job shares, or in secondments (so just on loan and I'll have to give them back eventually). We pay middle of the market but a lot of them are paid on or at the cusp of higher rate taxes (43k in Scotland, 50k ish for the London ones), so (quite rightly) I get a lot of people in my team getting their first promotion then asking to step down to 3.5-4 days a week because it's barely any loss in income and the juggle between kids/life and work clash. The business expectations/environment is high pressure; stress is a given. I'm fulltime and earn 75k (I have been getting below inflation pay awards since 2014).
I am also in a constant battle with our internal systems, own HR teams/ hiring practices. We seem keener than ever to be getting the cheapest candidates in and our pay bands do not budge no matter what (we'd rather hire someone capable of the bare minimum on £40k than pay £42k for the guy who blew the interview out of the water and can lead/own extra things) - and we pay our grads the same as we did over 15 years ago! Our core IT buying and the support teams have been offshored to hell over many years of offshoring and are at breaking point. I am regularly in tears on a weekly basis because of the latest IT system fuck up where our offshore team have broken something at 5am UK time and then I get into work and have to start cancelling meetings and real/long-term priorities to firefight it. Last week, I had over 1000 people waiting on a report I have to run on my local machine, but it crashes 3 in 4 times I try to run it - because my laptop is nearly 5 years old! the developers who created this particular report are long gone so I'm having to dive in and fix it as best I can, despite not having the tool or skill as a head of a tiny report department. I've been professional and gathered evidence to justify investment, developed business cases through "normal" methods, all get denied. The report breaks and IT firefights happen at least once, often more, times a week. Our support team offshore is clueless, has no autnomy or real training, and are measured by really crude methods like "number of tickets closed within 30mins", meaning beahviours are poor and I have no ability to develop them because it's all run commercially at arms length and overseen by system / contract supplier managers who don't bear the pain at the user side.
This morning, another IT system has broken at 6am UK time, and I've just been on the phone / screen sharing to our internal support team (think of it like the IT department's own support team) and they have no idea when it will be fixed or why it broke. Another wasted 30mins of my time, without any fix. no ETA. I now have 20+ people who can't use a key internal collaboration tool as a result - and I have to face into their wrath as a result next. It's affecting their work day massively, but I have no ability to reward or punish the offshore team on this topic. I've already tracked impacts (number of users, hours of wasted time, lost productivity metrics) and reported it to senior management, but TBH most of the impacts are solved by delaying work, work done slapdash and quickly, or teams working late (me too!).
This morning, I feel like throwing my (utterly shite) laptop out the window, and have taken an early lunch to calm down; I never take lunch breaks as we're always too busy but i've snapped; if I keep doing more with less in my team, why am i fighting so hard to keep saving the day? I've had a bit of an epiphany - if I keep diving in to cover up the problems, i'm part of the problem. no one is ever going to save my team or help us out, i've tried the proper "professional" management ways, but i've had it. i need to step back and watch it all fall over, and be ok with that because our senior team seem to not give a crap - OR find another role.
I have also just read another doom and gloom UK economy story about how unproductive we all supposedly are, and AIBU to think - of course we're stagnant! We have a tax system that incentivises people to stop fulltime work when they get to a certain salary band (and those tax rates are not keeping pace at all with the cost of living), we don't pay or invest in our new grads well, we've offshored to hell, and I'm wondering why I work so hard, fighting for my team, doing things the long-winded proper way to seek investment only for my ask for funding to fix some of our systems properly denied... only to end up with no less stress because of it.
AIBU? Is it any better in other large UK employers? Is this normal these days or has my employer just let things rot worse than in other workplaces?
I'm really thinking of starting to look for another job but i know the job market is pretty terrible right now (we're on a hiring freeze ourselves!). I just am scared it'll be the same story in a different employer. Offshored teams, terrible systems, and the tax story driving people to do the best thing for them, which is to NOT work fulltime beyond a certain salary band.