I’ve posted a bit this year about my separation from my husband, but have name changed . He was an alcoholic and died by suicide last autumn . Today it is exactly a year since he was arrested and I never spoke directly to him again. I’ve planned for all the other anniversaries by being busy, but not this one…..and it has hit me hard. It would be good to hear stories of how others have got through this sort of pain. I never stopped loving him but I had to look after myself. X