the blahs, the bleuchs, the ennui.
I’d love another child, but for whatever reason, it’s not happening. Dh seems to constantly be falling ill around that time of the month (lol, I digress)
love my dcs and dh- that’s all lovely.
my job is a means to an end, don’t particularly enjoy it, the money is ok, realistically I haven’t got the skills yet to move up, so leaving and finding something else isn’t realistic, plus I don’t want to leave if I do manage to conceive
but I just feel so blah, surely not aided by the weather.
how do I get out of this slump?
I feel like maybe I’m in a bit of a cross roads where I don’t know if my baby and young kid days are behind me, I do hope they aren’t, but they may well be. But I feel so down, like caught in the drudgery, no excitement.
how do you navigate this?