I 32 F have been with my partner for two years 32 M we both have children but on the whole have free time during the evenings and I have every second weekend and Sundays child free, partners child lives with her mum, I am lucky to spend two hours a week with him and on average can go 10 days without seeing each other to then spend as little as just a couple of hours, I feel like if he wanted to spend more time he would , I am feeling very unwanted , resentful and to make matters worse whenever we get into an argument it is always me to grovel, beg and pleaded to see him, he takes away spending time together as a weapon I think , never once in an argument when he has been wrong has asked to see me or made hardly any effort , currently he has made no plans to see me and I asked when was he free, to be met with “what for” beginning to truly resent his childishness.. AIBU for feeling like I just don’t want this anymore ?