I joined this company almost 5 months ago. I'm not unhappy, and I'm still very grateful they took me.
For context, last year I left a company I really loved, but my manager moved her chess pieces in such a way that I couldn't stay long-term.
I found another job within weeks, but that place was a complete mess, and had to leave as I was going to be made redundant sooner or later (most of the team I was part of has resigned too, so clearly it was not a ME thing).
So then I found this company, I was promised investment, growth, and the usual things that come with it. I was also offered a job title, a for that I could never thank them enough.
However, the salaries are not competitive, and I can now clearly see that career progression for the people below me is nebulous at best. But I still need to go through the process of appraisals etc... Knowing that they won't get any pay rises, no title bumps, no real trainings/certifications that they can use for their own development.
They might not care, but I feel like I'm a fraud. Or maybe I've been watching too much Severance. I know I can't be honest with them either which breaks my heart even further as they're all lovely!