Full disclosure
I am very poorly have had pyleonephritis that took x4 courses of anti biotics but crp did drop down to 2 by jan 4th
After this on Sunday last week I actually drove myself to hospital with acute pain in my flank and I presumed the kidney infection had returned
I'm spoilt and my car heats up before I get into it and I had coat hat etc on but was .35 deg
I knew I was big sick and I got triaged for a GP app. I came back and asked a&e to review me as I was worried they might be missing something and then they said I had sepsis!!! I was treated for sepsis before having any bloods , they lost the urine sample 😞 ( that is actually the 4th time in as many weeks only one time did it not get lost and it had cells in)
I've had an ultrasound showing thin veil of fluid over pancreas
Doctor said he believes I've got acute pancreatitis
I am phobic of hospitals and have actual proper proper ptsd from serious serious incidents. Think Margate hospital. Think enquiries into deaths of babies and mothers and serious life changing injuries. I contracted pseudomonas sepsis x3 in the space of 5 months in 2016
The pain was unimaginable last night but when I went to hospital last week alone nobody even gave me a drink of water, I was a victim of racism from a patient beside me, someone had a dirty protest and whilst the reg was trying to get into my veins she had tears rolling down her face and said love pick your feet up there is urine all over the floor by your shoes, I will cannulae's you then sort it.
I know this is a long winded story but I'm trying to give as much info as possible
I've had an urgent Ct scan, the pain was so severe last night I wanted OOh Gp app but they sent an ambulance and I refused to go to hospital (obviously )
There was no out of hours chemist open less then 30 miles away so when the paramedics rang the GP 111 they said they would have prescribed naproxen!! For pancreatitis!! But because it's 30 miles or more each way apparently it wasn't worth it
The paramedics were upset I was upset it was all really shit
I've woken up 1am with a very very very sore tongue
It's got red lesions all over it and like little clear/ tongue coloured pimples
I have three children and I've had thrush and they have had oral thrush and it doesn't look like this
I can't face hospital so as soon as It's 8am I'll use the e consult and ask my GP to call with a pic of my tongue hopefully results of scan too and then I'm going. To ask them to make a realistic and workalble plan for me eg no a&e etc
I'm having a shit sandwich in life atm and can't help but question if my body is melting because I've got so much in my head
I've always had a good relationship with my doctor but degfimitrly have health anxiety
I said to him he need to tell me if it's in my head and I'll listen to him
But the pain is so bad I know something is wrong
Now that weird tongue rash
Any ideas
And do you think my GP is able to arrange in patient treatment for me for my pancreatitis if required ( I had to disrchage myself my panic attacks were so severe last week even though I did have my husband with me and I had also taken 5mg of diazepam and I'm telling the truth so I get honest Perspeftive I was proper howling I was so so so so distressed in there, I was shaking crying and sweating in agony, terrified, traumatised covering my ears like a dramatic child when I heard the drip machines just being left as usual with the alarm to drive anyone insane
The pain is better if I lay incredibly still on my side and take shallow breaths