I left my old job for a promotion, I didn't entirely leave the company just transferred to another department.
I didn't dislike the old job, I just wanted more money as I've bought a flat. I used to rely on overtime there, they kept threatening it was being scrapped and confirmed it would be on x date, now I'm hearing from ex colleagues it's still on after all.
I wish I hadn't left. I've asked about going back but they've said there are no vacancies which is fair enough. In my new role, I havent made any friends yet. People get to choose their office days which is great in terms of flexibility, but we're never all in on the same days and also people sit all over different floors.
I'm still in touch with my old workmates but I know it's just not the same sadly. I hate this job. I've never felt like that about a job before, I can't explain it but I just know I will not enjoy it. I'm usually fairly competent in jobs and can grasp what I'm doing but this is something else.
Every minute of screen time is monitored too. We're called apprentices and will be for 1.5 years but won't be gaining any qualifications from it. There's a lot of e learning and I've just been pulled up for apparently going through it too quickly. I was told there were no core hours then I was pulled up for not starting by X time.
I'm scared ill be sacked. Feel ashamed to consider walking away but this job and the situation is making me very anxious. As I say I bought a flat, all my savings went into the deposit, fees and furnishing so I'm living month to month until I can build them back up. I don't know what to do, but I don't see this getting better.
I know people will say stick it out, but I'm not sure how long for. There's hardly any support, I don't have a clue what I'm doing, I wasn't aware i would be on a glorified apprenticeship. I've started to apply for other jobs, I'm just scared of ending up unemployed.