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Leaving a Church Community?

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MoonHavana · 12/01/2025 12:47

After a particularly difficult few years, I felt I needed some sort of spiritual support so went to my local parish church where I did my best to take part and be sociable. Unfortunately, the people I met were not as I expected. There were a lot of well to do ladies who asked some very intrusive questions and were very dismissive of my situation. They were not particularly kind or sociable so I left. It felt like a huge relief to be gone from them. Anyone else been in this situation?

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Zov · 12/01/2025 13:16

I'm glad you've posted this. I was thinking of posting something similar myself, but didn't have the courage to start a thread. I am a Christian - and have been to different churches on and off all my life really. And when I moved to this area that I'm in (about nine years ago,) I started to go to the local church here.

A few people seem quite friendly, but yeah, quite intrusive and nosey. I did confide in one woman who seemed friendly, about an issue I was having at the time, (some 8 years ago.) I told her not to tell anyone - and she told everyone. It was the talk of the congregation for about a month, and people kept prying, and asking me about it. I didn't tell anyone ANYthing after that. And one woman actually was very nosy and intrusive, and followed me around and kept knocking my door, and expected to be invited in... She tried to insert herself firmly in my life as if she was a relative ...It was very stressful.

She was also quite spiteful and bitchy about other people. (Probably about me behind my back.) Very rude, and very sarcastic sometimes too. If I didn't behave how she wanted me to, she would throw a strop.

I've also noticed several cliques there as well. And each one is quite spiteful about the others.

One woman used to have a big meeting about 6 or 7 years ago with about 20 women in her house and there was always 3 or 4 of them that completely took over the conversation. Very bossy dominant women.. Also, this woman who ran the group kept trying to get us to go door knocking to spread the word of Jesus, and told me to go and visit this one particular woman - as her husband had left her - to see if she wanted to talk about it. I has never met the woman before! (I didn't do it!)

Long story short, over lockdown, the church shut for quite a few months, (about 6,) and not one single person from the church contacted me to see if I was OK. And yes, I did contact quite a number of older and more vulnerable members of the church to see if they were OK, maybe 7 or 8 of them in the first couple of months. But nobody ever contacted me, even though I'm near retirement age, and have a disability. (So also somewhat vulnerable.) I was one of the first people to be offered a covid jab because of my vulnerable health.

At this point, I haven't been to the church for 14 months. The only contact I've had is the vicar passing my house last July - saying 'haven't seen you at church for a while!' And that's the only effort that they've made to find out why I haven't been.

It makes me feel so sad and blue because I know that they don't really care about me that much. I think I was just someone to fill the seats and to make up the numbers. Also, when you do join the church, they want you to completely immerse yourself into it and go to everything involved in it, and get involved in helping with everything as well... Because of various reasons I'm unable to do this, and was only able to go there around twice a month. And I believe if you don't fully immerse yourself into it that you do get pushed out.

I am still a Christian, and a follower of Jesus, but I doubt I will ever go to church again. Too cliquey, too many bitchy women, too many intrusive people, and they only want you really if you give everything to them, and devote your life to them. (In my experience anyway.)

I have found this at previous churches too sometimes, and I don't think it can be me all the time. I'm done with church now.

MoonHavana · 12/01/2025 13:24

Thank you for posting your story. If asked to describe the community I went to I would use the word 'superficial'. We also had several types which you describe. I hope you find your true place. I tend to walk a lot in nature now and try to contribute a small bit of what I can to local charities i.e. making blankets, etc.

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MuggleMe · 12/01/2025 13:34

I say churches are like restaurants, they all serve food/God but you get good ones and bad ones, ones that are more relaxed and family friendly and ones that are more traditional. I'm sorry you had a bad experience.

Zov · 12/01/2025 13:35

MoonHavana · 12/01/2025 13:24

Thank you for posting your story. If asked to describe the community I went to I would use the word 'superficial'. We also had several types which you describe. I hope you find your true place. I tend to walk a lot in nature now and try to contribute a small bit of what I can to local charities i.e. making blankets, etc.

Thanks Moon Smile I also devote myself to nature. I go out into the woods and forest quite often (and to the beach,) I feed the birds and hedgehogs, and I have several hobbies, including gardening and photography. I have several friends too, who I meet for coffee and pub lunches. And I have my lovely DH and adult DC.

So I have a full life (and a happy one.) It just makes me sad that church is often not what it presents itself as. (Mostly because of some of the people who go.) Some of them (I forgot to say) are quite homophobic and very judgemental too.

I am sure some people will say their church is wonderful, and so are all its people, and that they are very happy there, and I am happy for them, but this has not been my experience for most of the time.

I have had times in church where it was OK - when we had one particular reverend who I liked very much (for a couple of years,) but on the whole, it's not for me sadly. I don't seem to fit in for any real length of time. I think maybe because I don't fully devote myself to it. That's what they want you see.

I have been told to try new churches whenever I have said this before, (that I struggle with church sometimes,) but IMO, when push comes to shove they are pretty much all the same. I CBA to keep trying different churches over and over again. I'm tired of it now. I can have a relationship with Jesus without going to church. And as I said, the fact they haven't been bothered to see why I haven't been - in 14 months, and they weren't arsed with me all over lockdown, tells me everything I need to know.

superplumb · 12/01/2025 13:36

My mum had a similar experience. I find religious people just as awful as non religious people...no kinder or charitable than anyone else.

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