To ask for some help or just a verbal kick up the arse!!

[Newname71]

I’m 53 and a few stone overweight. My knees are killing me, I have acid reflux and im pretty sure I have sleep apnoea. Im exhausted! I know it’s all to do with my weight but I just can’t motivate myself to do anything about it!
I spend hours on the internet researching different things… diet clubs, diet pills, injections etc. Sometimes I’m eating crisps while I’m doing my research!! Wtf is wrong with me!?
Im going to a festival next year that I love but I’m already dreading all the walking!
I want to go and dress totally inappropriately for my age!
I’ve got until Mid June to get this weight off.
Inspire me ladies! Please!

I have a new app - ParrotPal which I am trying out. Seems to be helping me stay focussed. I am only 47 but overweight, bad knees, horrendous snoring, bad reflux etc... 3 days in and I feel a little more in control. I am also trying to eat MORE. More veg, fruit, different coloured things, fish, etc.. and focussing less on the things I can't eat.

So I’m still procrastinating. I need to look at all options that have been suggested and make a bloody decision!! I’m hopeless. ☹️