The only Christmas music I can listen to is classical/choral.
I find those 80s/90s childhood Christmas songs so painful. And it's because I had lovely Christmasses as a kid!
It was a time back when anything was possible for my future life. But here I am, late thirties, single, childless (or childfree? I don't know...), with no romantic relationship history at all, friends all married off playing their happy families all year.
Make sense?? They get increasingly difficult to listen to each year. 2016 was when I first got a knot hearing one in Tesco and panicked thinking "oh shit what if this is the status quo forever"
It's the end of another year I guess...always tricky. They're all over the bloody airwaves though