Hi everyone, I just wanted to vent about being single for 15 years, I’m a single parent to 2 children, my last rship was 2010 and I’ve had a few flings here and there, but nothing serious, I’m 48 now and feel like no one is interested n me, I’ve been told I’m attractive, I’ve a warm personality and yeah I can be a bit reserved as been on my own for so long, it’s was through choice I stayed single as last rship was very toxic and abusive and had to leave him, he passed away years ago he was a horrid person but still my daughter never knew her dad, I’ve tried to date past 5 years on/off and I’ve met some not so nice men, thought I met a guy that was the one to be an absolute psychopath, he had ED issues and blamed me and told people about it as if I was the issue, was called ugly and wanted to see me again, I really don’t know how I’m attracting these horrible men, I’ve not had sex in 5 years and last time I did it was dreadful, I’m absolutely scared of being vulnerable at the same time I’d love a fulfilling healthy rship, so I’ve been single 15 years and not had sex in 5 years(I don’t like one night stands, been there don’t that, hate being used) I feel like there is something wrong with me or maybe men think I’m not attractive and think I’m easy, which I ain’t, is there anyone that has been single this long and not had intimacy for a long time and how did you overcome this, I feel I’m getting too old and over the hill, my eldest is 15 soon and I feel I need to start having a life now as have concentrated on my youngest on my own since she was born, any suggestions on what to do Thankyou