Hey, I don’t know if it’s cos I’m screwed up cos of life and my depression but I’m just wondering if anyone else has ever felt like this cos I feel so alone and like I’ve gone nuts.
i feel like I’m just a lost little dot floating in life I don’t matter in the grand scheme of things and everyone else have amazing successful lives and I’m just a background cog. I know people have close family and friends and you can’t be main in everyone’s life but I just feel even with friends and family. I just feel so cut off from life and everyone I could be surrounded by people but still feel painfully alone in my own world no one understands and it feels everyone prefers other people to me like other friends. People have amazing lives, jobs, friendships and I’m just an outsider who doesn’t fit in anywhere. For reference I do have a lovely partner, family, a cat and a best friend. Old friends text me too and reach out but I have no idea why when they probably have other people they like more.
this was not a pity post for attention I’m just wondering if anyone else feels like this or if I’ve actually lost the plot.