Hi ,
my boyfriend is addicted to ketamine I am 16 weeks pregnant having a little boy. He has also told me he is going to start selling it to make money. My fear is because he takes it he will get him self into debt (not the point I don’t want him doing it at anll and putting me in danger).
He’s taking it all day every day and even when we have movie nights at home with me I’ve cried infront of him begging him to stop he laughe , tries to hug me to comfort me.
I don’t want to be with him anymore but I can’t be strong enough to let him go because I’m scared what will happen to him. I know I can’t be with him and have this baby around him so something needs to be done but I need advice on how to become more strong about it. I’ve found out baby may have heart effect so I know this pregnancy is gonna be tough and also after it is to, hence why it’s so hard as I don’t want to be on my own.
what do I do ? Has anyone ever been in this situation because I feel trapped and even having thoughts of getting abortion but will kill me because I love this little boy so much already 💔💔💔💔