I would say its had a very big impact on me being 90% sure I’m not going to do it again.
My BP was genuinely 220/110 at 16 weeks & I ended up hospitalised multiple times throughout my pregnancy when it was sky high - it was very very labile & would fluctuate wildly. Randomly from 30 weeks it actually settled down & stayed low (with meds but Id been taking the meds from 16 weeks) until I was induced on my due date, baby was 7lb 5oz so thankfully size wise ok. I never had a sniff of protein in my wee & never developed pre-eclampsia.
It was a bit of a vicious circle because I was so stressed about it which didnt help my BP! Another thing which used to stress me out massively was that multiple HCPs would tell me ‘you don't look like someone who would have high blood pressure’ BMI normal, non smoker, barely drink alcohol, exercise multiple times a week, decent balanced diet, 33yo at the time …. I felt dreadful because there was nothing more I could do to reduce my risk factors! I presume it’s genetic - I don't know my paternal family to know their MH.
My BP is still high without medication 5 years down the line so I have stayed on it - this is despite now exercising more than ever!
I did have multiple investigations - cardiac/kidney/adrenal - post pregnancy but everything was fine!
Combined with the fact I get migraines, I dont think theres much down for me in the future cardiovascularly 🙈🤣 but I cant do more than I am!
I also had other seperate issues that made c section very difficult & puts me at much higher risk of complications/stoma following a further c section.
Last year I had pre conception counselling with the consultant who did my c section …. Tbh even though there were 2 separate issues I found she was VERY blase about a future pregnancy. She basically glossed over it & said well you never actually had pre eclampsia & your BP ended up being well controlled at the end of pregnancy & subsequently (albeit with meds) so you are at higher risk but Im not really concerned. Although she did give me approx a 20% chance of needing a stoma & was very la-di-dah about that also so I found the whole experience pretty pointless as I didn't come out of the appointment feeling anymore reassured/convinced than I did going in, but maybe I am being unfair & that is my anxiety talking.
I did find the care from the hospital faultless (I attended the maternity day unit twice a week from 16 weeks) during my pregnancy
I’m now 38, soon to be 39 so it really is now or never but honestly I’m not sure I can bring myself to do it again ….. but I’m struggling with the whole OAD guilt can of worms 🙈
Sorry that was an absolute brain dump but TLDR - YES! I am very worried about future pregnancies, if I hadnt had this issue Im 100% certain we’d have had another by now.