A bit about myself. I have a wonderful partner, 2.5 year old and due baby no 2 in a few months. Mid 20s.
I guess for forever long as I can remember , I have suffered from daily low moods, stemming from childhood and teenage trauma, my moods can switch one minute I'm happy , next low or really snappy with my partner and sometimes have to go to bed and walk away from him because I feel so weird it’s a hard thing to explain, I’m either positive or negative and sometimes convince myself all these thoughts people think of me when I have no idea what they are thinking. I guess I probably have a bit of anxiety but the next day I’m confident it’s strange
I get quite easily triggered by mess, loud noise etc. I’m a bit of a worrier but have been trying to work on not listening to my thoughts. Sometimes I find it easier to clean or anything but sit & be with my own thoughts. I sometimes find it hard to enjoy days out , when my partner seems so happy and joyful. I
I’m a great mum and have learnt loads of tricks to deal with coping with the “terrible”twos and we get out all the time , have a great bunch of mum friends and go to groups and keep social , I work part time at home
I recently had a health scare which honestly made me pretty low, the gp referred me to dermatology , turns out everything is absolutely fine and I’m healthy but tonight I’m
still convincing myself maybe the dermatologist is wrong, and I realise if there isnt a problem I’ll make a new one and that goes for a lot in day to day life. I obsessively then think over these things and make problems for myself
Im just tired of feeling this way and wondered if it is normal? Sorry if what I’m saying is confusing 😂
I appreciate I’m pregnant but tbh I have been like this for a long time
I do try be social , talk about my feelings , not excercise atm as I’m pregnant and tired but yeah
I am very happy with my partner and love my family to bits- Hope someone can advise, this is my first time
on here, please be kind xx