Despite us being absolutely broke - my mum will probably give me £20 today because she just always does (thank god, else we wouldnt manage). There has been a girly night arranged for ages, nothing spectacular, just pizza and a two for one offer at that! Its early though and DP will have to put DD to bed on his own - although he has been having to do this anyway as she wont have me I do read a story or three though. I just feel terribly guilty about going out, but i have been really really down lately and it always cheers me up to see my friends from LBL (life before lucy). I haven't been out on my own since september, and only once with DP in that time..........so tell me, AIBU, i know i am but............its probably only going to cost less than a tenner - bloody hell, why do i have to feel so sodding guilty all the time.