I find it hard to be proud of myself, and I'm just almost waiting for the bubble to burst!
I just wanted to write this down, so I can remember this when I doubt myself.
At the beginning of this year I was really burnt out, finally accepting that after multiple years of IVF it was never going to be our path. All whilst juggling a horrible job, toxic culture - just hell on earth, I was a mess. I decided I needed to do something about it and put myself on the market. I took a big chance on a role that on paper I wasn't qualified for. I went through a very rigorous interview process and got down to the final 3, 2 technical and more experienced guys and me. By some complete miracle I got the job, it was a 'life changing' increase in salary. I'm now 2 months in, I've achieved a couple of big goals I had for my first 6 months already and I'm just thriving. DH thinks I'm a completely new person, I'm just so happy. Every now and then I catch myself, waiting for someone to come and take it all away from me. AIBU to think how proud I am of myself, but also how the bloody hell did I get myself into this position 