I have been at a new job for 3 months, a couple of weeks ago someone asked me how i was and i just burst into tears. I am covering maternity and i've been thrown into the deep end on projects. I am a person who likes to know everything and i am overwhelmed by how much i need to do and the projects that i have on. My boss knows the job inside out and can probably do it with her eyes closed but when i say i dont feel confident in what i'm doing she just says its because i'm new. I do everything she tells me i need to do and it ends up being wrong or not the way i should do it.
I feel like she is making subtle hints at me constantly and undermining me. She goes on about pay continuously as though i am on money that she is so i feel like she doesnt give me the support in need because i should work it out myself.
If i ask her something that I might have asked last week she gets annoyed because i am asking the same question. I am just trying to make sure i know the right thing as a new job is overwhelming and i am not coping.
She was previously bullied at a different company and says she hates bullying. But i feel like she is just intimating me and is bullying me.
I have told her i am stuggling and she doesnt even acknowledge that.
I've handed in my notice, but now i feel it has got worse. I have a long notice period and not sure how i am going to make it through.
Has anyone got any advice on how to not worry?