work related.
i hate my job. Reason being is my manager is impossible. Manager is the an odd combination of incredibly aloof and micromanaging. Ie will ask you to do something and then tear it to shreds but if you ask for a steer to my more in line with their expectations you’re dismissed as do what you want.
the ask constantly changes, to the extent it’s like living on the twilight zone. I’ll be told my ideas were stupid only 10 days later to do exactly as I suggested but after much time wasted doing something else. My confidence is shot and I find myself panicking and crying.
here’s the thing, I’ve only been here 5 months. I was made redundant 6 months into my prior role and then left my role before after 1 year (left as was offered a huge pay rise).
if I start the job hunt now will I look a) like I can’t hold done a job and b) like a job hopper?
really worried about this, but I’m so miserable