Feeling weak and sorry for myself so be gentle. Warning description of sickness bug below.
I’ve been unwell for nearly 3 weeks. Chesty cough with delightful mucus, swollen and sore throat which is making me choke on my own salvia. Difficulty breathing at night and just unbelievable unwell and in pain. Throwing up due to cough. My body feels like it’s got the flu. I thought it was Bronchitis for 2 weeks and now I think I’ve got Strep throat. (I haven’t been this sick since I had COVID years ago).
Anyway, not to be a fickin martyr but I don’t ever go to the doctors for myself or to get antibiotics as I usually just think ‘I’ll get over this myself’ and I usually do get better but week 3 and I’m not getting better, probably getting worse.
My doctors have changed their appointment system last week and now do a triage with a phone call or seeing a paramedic. So anyway, I call up this morning, get told of the new system and they helped me fill out a triage form and that I’d be contacted by the end of the day. Luckily (or so I thought) I was told to come down to the surgery and see the paramedic this morning.
I haven’t got a car at the moment and so had to get myself and 3 year old in a cab to get to the doctors in time.
The paramedic gave me an examination, told me she could see I was very unwell, I had ‘crackaling’ in my lungs, my throat was very red but not swollen. Though she noted I had mucus she said she couldn’t do anything for me and wouldn’t give me antibiotics.
My face must have been one of disbelief because I was having coughing fits in front of her, gasping for breath and I have no voice left.
She said ‘if at any point you can’t swallow your own salvia or finding it difficult to breathe call 111’. I said ‘but I am finding it difficult to breathe and I can’t swallow my own salvia; I keep drooling’ (which I had told her earlier on in the examination). And she said ‘ok, well when that next happens you’re going to have to go to A&E and get seen by them and get antibiotics there’.
I was so sad. I just explained to her that I have no car, I’m a single parent and I can’t go to the a&e 10 miles away as the wait time is around 8 hours. I have no one who can help to watch my son so that option isn’t feasible considering I thought going to the doctors for antibiotics was the right route, not a&e.
She just gave a sympathetic smile and said there’s nothing she could do.
After trudging back home on the bus, feeling like I’m about to faint and having a forced afternoon nap with my son I’ve woken up like….I really should have antibiotics shouldn’t I? Or am I being dramatic?!