Hi, I'm a I'm a female in my mid 20s my partner is 26, we have 2 young children together, we have been together for 7 years never really had the smoothest relationship for a few years I've began to resent my partner due to his mannerism and opinions, but we've kept going and I've tried to fix my feelings towards him for the sake of our family, I've never fully shared my feelings towards him to him due the fact that he can be very sensitive and it would cause a huge fuss and fall out, but here we are two years later and I still feel the same way, missable. We have good weeks but little blips and fall outs make me begin to question my feelings all over again. The biggest beginner of most arguments from his side always has to do with sex, he wants it all the time I just don't, it often makes me cringe but I do it to make him happy, but it's not enough, he wants more and more, he can see that it bothers me, he often says that I'm not attracted to him and he's not entirely wrong, but I feel so terrible admitting that. I love him but being in love is a different story. Before anyone comes in and gets the impression in being to harsh I want to explain a little why I feel this way, my partners has ADHD and personality disorder, he goes from hot to cold in a split second, impulsive, and priorities outings with friends having a drink over me, treats me like I'm his mother and expects me to do everything for him, impulsive with money and complains that I'm controlling when I ask him to take it easy. Very very unmotivated man with no real goals other than becoming the next big rapper🤯 I often think he's delusional and needs professional help and only seems to become worse with age, but I can't deal with it much longer everyday I feel like I'm a single mother two two babies and a man baby. At the very same time there was once a time we has happy and things were good, do i really want to break up our family, it would break my sons heart, regardless of his ways our children love him very much..