So I've interviewed for, and got, a promotion at work essentially taking over from my line manager while she is on maternity leave. I'm already the head of my department but I will be stepping up to take over the area managers position and I've really quite scared about it.
Essentially I thought it would be the same as my job just x10 as it's looking after all the branches not just my own but now I realise there's actually a tonne more involved in it. I'm going to have to chair meetings once a month, train managers and do a lot more admin and behind the scenes stuff as well as travel and do a lot more personal training. I'll also have to work closely with another area manager who I don't have a brilliant relationship with at the moment!
I haven't done anything like this before and I'm freaking out a bit because my colleague who I'm taking over from has been in the job for years, is really well liked, respected and just generally super knowledgeable about every aspect of the job and I'm beginning to question whether I'm a worthy replacement. I don't want her to come back from maternity to find the area in shambles and I'm worried I won't be as good at the job as her. Imposter syndrome perhaps? The added responsibility? I don't want to let anyone down 😞
Aibu to be questioning whether or not I can actually do this?